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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKK
IM SO GOD DAMN

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCCCCCKED UP !!!!

you know good thing if we were ACTUALLY A FAMILY that ACTUALLY SPENT TIME TOGETHER. BUT WE DONT. SO THERE, WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

Thjey don't eveN give a shit what i love, ever since bata ako. HAVE THEY EVER SHOWED UP NA HINDE PILIT ??!?!?!!!! na hinde ako umiyakk because of them in fact dad koh nga never nag show up ever !!!!!!

my first recital ? WALA. my second ? WALA clA. the first time i performed on stage WHERE THE FUCK WERE THEY. MY GRADUATION. MY CONFIRMATION. wala naman daw kwenta mga yun !!!

may kwenta for me eh. I CARE.

damn it.

where were they nung days ko ?!?!?!

wala din !!!

FOR ONCE. JUST ONCE damn it. i wish they would show that they love me.
i know they do but for ONCE damn it.

FOR ONCE i wanna feel that thing na prng my friends are lyk pinapahiya cla daw ng parentsnila whn they show up kahit super small thing they show up tps make it a big deal. and take pics and everything.

how many events have my parents showed up? .... i can't even think of one. not. even. one.

how many times have they todl me i'm good at something and actually supported me thoughtout all i did for that? never.

damn it. for once i wanna feel loved.

so i'm not lovable. but they're supposed to love me cuz they're family.

for once i wanna feel supported. for once damn it.


if you don't wanna love me FINE. just don't take away the things i love. don't take the last thing i love away ......... FUCKED Up